kangen B ~

assalamualaikum!,

haa. jawab. jawab~

uww0owowo0, mErdeka..

ap0 erty kmrdekae. utk umt mlayu kit0..xsey trim0 prub0he,..

lalalalalalalalala..

ERR.., happy bfdey emy!. ank mrdeka tuwh! biso0..

6t kat skul, i xnk nyanyikan u lgu bfdei,

p i nk nyanyi lgu ny kat u.. >>

u kan ske lgu ni..

apesal u ske haaa??

bgini crite nya (skema t0l ayat)

pd suatu mlm, ktika prep,

sy b0san, lalu sy nyanyi lgu ini..

anys duet skali ngn sy..

abes j lagu..si emy ddk kat kat sblah sy..

n dy ckp, nyanyi la lg..sdp lgu ni,

lalu sy bkate: meme d0h, kangen band key! (dgn bgge nye!)

n hari sehari slps itu, si emy sllu suh nyanyikan..

smpai sy jd bosn ngn lgu ni,,

huih.. 0ke, itu sj dr sy utk si emy che puTT..hehe

*aik, wahh, pcah rek0d..ak btutur mggunakan 'saya'..?

dy da ad y len.da xprlukan i.s0, i b0le prgi..

berat sgg0h utk mlpskan kam0.tp kam0 ske..

0ke xpe.. smge dy sllu ngn awk.. sllu nshat awk, tgether gether laa..

upsEt~

esk da 31 0guuss..

ha'a mErdeka.

p ak l0m rase kmrdekaan itu..

ini dsbbkan SPM bel0m brakhir,,

hua! aiy0o

cpt la SPM..

ma0 blaja kreta..

ma0 jln2,

ma0 ap lg yaa??

kerja?? xmgkin fam bgi..

ma0 dwet l0rr..huih 1o hari suda berlalu..
tp,,,,,
xpe la..

ceH!!

mum igt sene aku b0le lup0 hal tuh ?!
slagi taek tu xbreti mapuh ak !
slagi tu ak wak gtu k0 mum !
mum igt aku buleh 0p k0 ??!
plek aku.bkp0 mum x as0 tu sal0h mum ?!
pdhal sem0 saloh k mum !
p mum x mari mnx maaf p0m..
mum buat b0d0 jah !
wak senyap !
xp0 h0p petim, sem0 bekup aku !
yeah!



they say past is past,
we need to move on to see da future,
but how can we move on,
when our past is only thing we ever wanted,
in da future !?

!

;(

rndu ma0 berbl0gging pnjg2,
tp ngah exam,
bkn ape, ma0 luahkan ssuatu kpd bel0g y terchenta ini,
byk tol prob,
cam biase prlukan ssorg utk dluahkan.
p, ntah lar,
ak da xtaw da nk uat camne.
memg ter0k a ak kene,
dah la keesokan harinye exam addmath,
exam y paling 'senang'
balek tu lam kul 3, mandy, s0lat.
trus bukak buku addmath,
try c0ncntrate,
p memg takleh,
s0, ak anta msj k syairah..
y ak trlalu mmkirkan hal itu..
tp dy tak paham prasaan aku..
lam hal ni, ak ngn syairah y kene truk..
pdhal, bkn kami j..huhu, semua org ta paham..

time ats kreta, otw pulg,
ak diam j.
umi ak tnye pape, aku jawb ala kadar j.
smpai rumah,trus masuk bilek, da xkua kua da.
stress ngat,
ak cube k0l ssorg utk mluahkan.
p xberangkat,
ae mate lak mcm ombak.huih.

ptg tu lam kul 7,
aku kol syairah,
tnye sal prob tu..n dy ckp dy kene truk gak,
truk lgi dr ak..borak, borak, borak,
syairah tnye..,
eh,bkp0 syp jah bunyi..mg duk mano?
erm,,duk lam bilek, serabuk, klu tubik gak,adek ak uat srbuk kekg,
ado hk keno jekoh..
haha(bole lg dy suke), mg meme.xyh tubik lar, sie k adek mg..ka9
then, kami masing2 buat lwk bodoh utk mghilgkan bengang antre kami..

exm addmath hari khamis.
aku buat2 cria,
buat2 mcm biase,
n aku thu ssorg mmrhatikan aku.

err

malu k0trg jtuh nset mse nk trun ket0,
dpn sk0lh pl0p tuss, pg2 but0 pl0p tuss..
arap xdp 0re nap0k lass..
kalut duk cri..umi ak juge..
rpe2 jtuh sapa bwh ket0..huih

steady j 0ke?

my heart was damage !
i'm so lonely right now !

suda tak de makne nye.

ma0 dgr crita..
ad seorg kwn i2..
suda ta bole d pggiL kwn..
kwn mkn kwn..
nk ta0 sape??
ta leh, ta leh..
ta mao aib kan drinye,
wlupun dy suda mlukai 'kami'

♥ shahIzwahAfzan ♥

augustusss..

salam~

smlm tdo agak lwt utk tgk siape y care sal aku..
lam kul 1 gtu2 je..

bgn pg tu pun agk lwt, kul 11 gtuw,
bgn 2 trus tgk phone..
excited la katekan..lps reply smua,
tibe la mse utk bergayut..

lbeyh sejam gak la i c0l shah..hehe,
lps tu c0l zty, tataw lme mne, coz ak mgant0p..
memg lbeyh sejam laR,smbil pasg lagu..,
smbiL dgr n smbiL buat math..,
last2 ak tlelap..huhu,
si zty lak mgems ape ntah, smbiL dgr lgu y ak pasg..

lam kuL 3.30 ak trjge,
bunyi msg y agk kuat d tlinga ku..
trus bce..sis miey y anta..
igtkan nk wish, p x..huih
then, iz mndy n s0lat..

lpas 2 c0l sis miey..
lme gak la, merapu2,
pasg lgu gak, n i try buat admath, p xleyh jwb..
so dgr lgu jerR,..sis tatw rpenye hri 20..
aduss, haMpeh,,..

pg 2 sis nadiah n sis fati wish..
n sis nadiah suh bce belog dy..
da bce da,,malu!..haha,
sis tima wish smlam lg..
then zty lak suh bce blog dy..nk bce la ni..hihi,

thanx to zty n psgn coz uat aku epy smlm..hehe
n tlg prigt kn kwn2 itew y da nyanyuk..thanx sgt2..
syg mg zty!

haaaaaa,,1m0re thanx to umi coz msak bez2 arini..
1st day dy msk utk bln puase..haha,,smpena hari ini..

:DD

terharu ble umi ckp g2..
actually ankmu ini tdk kisah krna,,
ini musim pprksaan,
xleyh g jln2..huhu,
tp nk g pun bole..
j0m p sh0pping!
:D


let's watch, wh0 care ab0ut me !

trial pmr n spm

assalamualaikum~

kpd cal0n2 pmr smkani y dsyangi,
trutame mirah n da geng,
nazwa, pkah, ieka, mida, nadya,
arda,..err, sape ag ek..haaaa, qistina..
sori law ad y trtggaL..
emp, dax2 bileq ak, ipah, pqah, si kembar ida, sara..

gud luck trial ni tau!

korunk exm 1 mggu j
spm 3 mggu..hua3!

n kpd dax2 3J,
jgn bising tyme kite0rg exm taw!

n kpd krabat al koncow wal kalut..
kita buktikan y kita xkalut n kita b0leh!
daaaaaaa

flu~

rase pilu y amat mndalam~

suke duke cuke

puas at ble dpt call bday gurlz n wish..
hehe..

10/8,
bufdey sis ak y sulong,
sis nadiah..
p ak wish keesokn arinye,,
lam 4 minit j kami bborak,
tkt abes krdt la katekan,
bkn ape, ak selkom, dy max..
hehe,
jgn ckp ak bkire oke?

10/8 tu jgak si amalina,
tules "10 hari lagi" kat ppn itam,
kmudian senyum2 kat ak..
ak juz sengeh j..hehe

lps tu smlm, bru j nk tlelap,
ad0pted sis ak nta msj,
"hepy blated bufdey..sori la lmbt wish..
k.bi deme 2 3 ari ni, xcro k nset..
mnx maaf byk2..gud luck"
ak pun rep: lmbat lg la huhu..

trase la jgak, coz dy lupe bufdei ak.,
ak msih igt bfdey dy, 11/4..

emp, sal suke duke cuke lak,
ak rase sgt2 sdeyh, smpai xkua ae mate,
ntah, 1st tyme ak sdih p xnanges.
huih, law ak sedeyh, msti ak dgr lagu aizat,
SAHABAT, tu pun law ak de mslh ngn kwn lar..
ak mnt gak la aizat ni..smua lgu dy ak ta0..
cam s07..

♥shahAfzan♥

sejht mne pun ak, ak msih mgingati Mu ya Allah

meng0m!

ak bnci mg!

h0mE

akhirnye ak pulang jugE,

mggu y myeksekan!

seberapa pantaskah kau untuk kau tunggu
cukup indahkah dirimu untuk slalu kunantikan
mampukah kau hadir dalam setiap mimpi buruku
mampukah kita bertahan disaat kita jauh!
seberapa hebat kau untuk kubanggakan
cukup tangguhkah dirimu untuk slalu kuandalkan
mampukah kau bertahan dengan hidupku yang malang
sanggupkah kau meyakinkan disaat aku bimbang!

iz luRvE s07

da adE m00d

bez si0t 1st day kat ILIM,
pnceramh dr luar,
pncermh tu ad pr0gram lam tv,
penah kua lam motivasi pg,
n lam pr0gram2 sbgtu y laen,
kire femes gak lar,
ak kagum gile ngn dy,
dgn care dy bfikir..
dy jge se0rg pnulis "cara2 n teknik2 bljr" lam fokus,

2nd day,alirn PA de 3 sl0g,.., ba, ek0nomi n prnsp,
cg skula kami sndri y aja.
aliran sn tulen, slog fizik j..
pncrmh luar,
kami dberi 2 kump,
kump 1 n 2..
kump 1 slog mm,
kump 2 slog bi,
y tggi bi msuk kump mm,
tggi mm msuk bi lak,
so ak kump 1, iaitu mm.,
slog tu lps zohor,
time tu, ngntuk siot..
siap ttdo lg..huish,,

pe nk jdi la..

dah,dah..posing time!

~sempat ag anis myibuk..haha~

~pokok y diukir "ILIM", p nmpak LIM je..haha~


2nd day,kami smpai awl, so, posing2 la lu..


bas brhnti kat lua j,ambek ksmpatn tuk snap!


otw balek,in 2nd day..kami sporting!


emp, yg ni lak 1st night emi,fala n zfah stdy kat 0stel,
dyorang snap byk gle gmba,
ak xambek serta coz mlm tu xde mood,
lps tu syairah tules "10 A+ 1 A" kat ppn itam,
n dy ckp, "jom ambek gamba!"
ak pun pe ag, pegi myibuk jgak..hehe

bez beb!

actually iz nk crite sal 'kami'
iaitu dax2 f0m 5 smkani ke ILIM,
p xde m0od,
ntah..tetibe rase mls..

thun ni thun last ak kat smkani.
spttnye ak smpn kngn2 mnis j utk thn ni.
p ak piker2 balek, byk pahit dr mnis.

lam bulan ni sj truk da ak kene,
lps ni xtaw la..
so..??
so, hdup msti dtruskan,
trime seadenye..
bersihkan resut dr dpt fail,
biar cg tu tahu y ak ke skula bkn utk men2 j,

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0uh,,da x lme lgy..
struggle2!

adeq

bersedia mnunggu 21 september..
in that day,
ak nk dy bhgia ngn ak..
law haritu hari sk0la la..

kami akn tpisah

btol, ak syg dy..
ak ta sggup hadapi 3 bulan lg..
lps dy exm, msti da ta jmpa..
huih, da lebeyh sthun ak rapat ngn dy..
ak sllu gtaw prob ak kat dy,
dy pun same,
wlaupun kami pernah bgaduh besar,
ak tetap syg dy..

ak tataw same ade dy syg taw x kat ak..
ataw pun dy anggap ak cam, biase j..
kdg2 ak rse mls da rpat ngn dy,
coz tkt ak y trsggung 6t..
but i can't..
so, wut i need to do right now..????
oh my god..help!

dah, dah, j0m layan lagu bila rindu..
besh!

aiy0000000..
exam around da corner!
concentratE!~~